February 2018 – with love, c.p

meet the blogger.

All About Me A-Z, I thought I would let you know a little about myself 🙂 Author: I don’t really have a favorite author. I just like books. Birthdate: February 11th, (Aquarius, whoop whoop) Candy: All! haha, I adore chocolate. It’s the main reason why i haven’t went vegan yet! Dislikes: I don’t like clutter….

happy.

I think it’s important in a relationship to understand that you cannot make a person happy. You can make a person smile. You can make a person laugh but you cannot make a person genuinely happy. That is a decision and a feeling that the person themselves have to accomplish. It’s hard because we all…

my favorite color.

Imagine describing your favorite color to a blind person, what would you say? Mine is blue, light blue to be exact. When I close my eyes and imagine light blue, I picture the beach. I picture the warm breeze on my face. I hear the hush of the crashing waves of the ocean. I picture…

“Do you miss him?”

“Do you miss him?” Her words sounded cold, as if she had some alternative motive behind them. “What is there to miss?” That question always gets to me. “Come on, you can’t act like you never loved the guy. Y’all were together forever it seemed.” To be honest with you the relationship itself seemed to…

MIA

Part of me feels like I’ve been MIA from social media. I sit back and wonder what people are doing or what’s been going on but I haven’t actively tried to see it. I often wonder if people wonder the same about me too, I wonder if they ever think about me or wondered what…

pt.two

guilt filled his lungs as he knew the words he was about to say would break her. she looked at him with those eyes. God, he loved those eyes. she knew it was coming. she was expecting the worse. he didn’t want her but he wanted her all the same. he loved her but not…

Self care.

Here lately I have been adjusting to some new, exciting changes in my life and it has me feeling overwhelmed and full of anxiety so I’m sitting down with you today to make a list of self care to-do that I’ve done in the past that helped me feel more energized and at peace. Physical…

pt.three

her annoying laugh rang through his ears. his sudden racing heart pulled him out of his heavy sleep. he rolled over and grabbed the warm body next to him. he crept his hand up her chest. not her. he laid on his back. room spinning. he sat up and grabbed the nearest drink. the warm…

pt.one

the nightmares tortured her. she drove herself awake. heart racing, palms and everything sweating. she snatched his arm but he didn’t even flinch. fear tingled up to her nose and her eyes grew wet as she stares at the man she loved. she took a deep breath and laid back down. she turned to look…

escape.

her stomach empty on food, full on nerves bundled their way into her throat tingled their way passed the nose to her eyes where they fell down her stone cold cheeks she looked into the mirror in front of her full of disappointment not again this can’t keep happening to me feelings come in waves…