Day 27:

Day 27: A problem you have or have had in the past.

As I have mentioned before I used to suffer really bad from depression. It made me lack in everything. I had no motivation to do anything. I was tired all the time and I felt so lazy. I hated myself. My self confidence was so low, it’s so crazy. I felt like I was in a rut in every aspect of life. I almost didn’t even really have the desire to live. I felt like I had no purpose. I felt like all the life I had, had been sucked out of me.

Going through that, makes it so easy to fall back into it. I just had to put my mind over matter. I told myself that I had to get through the day. I had to get through life and make it my own. I had to allow myself to feel alive. I push myself every day because I have the desire to be successful and the desire to live. I kept reminding myself that I was in control of my future. I was in control on how I felt. I did things and I made personal steps to become a better version of myself every day.

It wasn’t easy at first but The more I did it the more easier it became.  

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